In her own words

of a girl who's trying to "make it" in life, career, family, love ...etc - of growing pains, love, heartbreak, luck (or rather, the lack of), and the true joy that can be found in the journey of life and self discovery.

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Year End

I always embrace the year-end with mixed feelings. It means so many things to me. Both scary and welcoming at the same time. Scary because, there is a need to come to terms with the cold hard truth of what went wrong in the year (that I have not achieved some things I have set out to do in that year). Welcoming because there’s always hopes and dreams that I can carry with me as I enter a brand New Year. There’s always another chance at the things that I have always wanted to do and achieve. New Year gives me new hope. And I’m hopeful for many reasons.

While making mental notes of my New Year resolutions, I realized that as the years fly by, I’ve mellowed down and adopted certain qualities which, definitely come with age and maturity. 28 is a good age. It is a time in my life when I’ve discovered so many things about myself, a time when I’ve finally LEARNED from the many mistakes I’ve made, a time when I finally see some kind of “stability” in me and a time when I realized that I’ve really grown. I make “realistic” resolutions which I’ve also managed to keep this year - for some, I start to look at things from a long-term point of view and I don’t make decisions in haste. I’ve also learned to be much more optimistic than I used to be; adapting to truth. Cheers to that, and to many great revelations to come!

With just another 3 days to go before we bid farewell to 2006, I want to celebrate and remember some of the great things that I’ve experienced this year. Here’s a short list of what I can remember in no particular order:

- Learning salsa and completing the whole course up to Advance level
- Participated in Salsa performance, 3 times!
- Salsa Festival in Cherating
- Found a new job in a fitness and health company - something I’ve always had passion for
- I have a Blog- finally!
- Finally moved out of 1-04-4
- THE party on 24th December
- Another great year with my good friends (you know who you are!)
- Finally, I’ve learned to count my blessings despite the countless obstacles that stand in my way

Here's another toast to all that!

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

fascinating how u embraced the new year with fearful remembrance of what went wrong that year. i think u must have elephant memory. i mean, very big capacity to remember many many many things. it's good to keep good memories. but bad ones? like things that didn't go well throughout the past year? those u don't need to keep lar, even though u got gigantic size memory, kakaka..

anyway, am glad u finish off with this entry with good memories of the past year. wakaka..

happy new year my fren. a new chapter. a fresh start.

11:27 PM  

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